- - times in life - -

eventhough you're not treated as you most wanted them to be.. but as long as they're happy with it.. it'll be more than enough already ~ they've their own reason why they treated you differently. you can only smile along the way even it's bitter for you ..
we must learn to accept than denies it.. not to say it's wrong or right..
there comes a time in life

when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and
the people who creates it and
surround yourself with people who makes you laugh so hard

that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good.After all, life is too short to be anything but only happy..

..forgetting those words..

i want to erase those words and sentence you told me ..

knowing those words was just trying to get my heart..
sorry to disappoint you that i'm not those kind of easy person to get..
you might think i've liked you before..
yes, i had..
but it's not those kind of feelings..
so don't take it seriously.. hope i didn't hurt or offended you by saying these things..
i wanted to forget you but i can't..

because you are once my friend ..
eventhough we haven't talk for a very longtime just like strangers..
but i hope to see you again as friend.. ^^

i will remember you who was once my friend ..
p.s: just want to forget those words you said that's all..

.. no comment ..

once you're a friend before .. they'll always your friend ..
don't because of some misunderstandings affected the friendship between each one of you..
siding your friends does not help but making it worse when that is not even the real facts..
I do understand why do people stands for their friends all the time.. but sometimes you must try to accept the fact that everyone has their own opinion and that cannot be blame..

I, myself gone through all that ~
in this world there's no right or wrong.. it's just whether you believe it or not..
why not try 'to put yourself in their shoes' .. and it might help you understand more ..
why they say that? what i have done? have i hurt them? and etc..
all this question always comes up in my mind when I did something that hurt someone..

that's why we must forgive and forget.. eventhough you're blame for .. just ignore ~
knowing you're wrong, just apologize and try to change .. it might take some time..
why not try it than never..
.. everyone of us have feelings too ..
why not facing the problem in a proper way than an amatuer way..
*not to hurt anyone feelings* but why not try face to face by talking over it..
both sides also got their own reasons of wrong..

p.s. if something i said here hurt your feelings, i'm truly sorry but try thinking about it..

♥ complicated relationship ♥

why do people thinks so complicated nowadays?

why not try putting yourself in other people's shoe so maybe you might understand what they're thinking ..

well, for those had relationship before doesn't mean they know what relationship all about, whereas for those never had any experience in any relationship knows what it means more..

sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we care about so much leaves, but the truth is it's not our loss.. it's theirs because they left the only person in the world who would never give up on them.. just do what your feelings tell you to.. think wisely.. when there's times to let go, you must let go of it and not holding it feeling guilty also regret about it..

(what i said might offended one of you who is reading this, i'm truly sorry 'cause this is my point of view)

tq for everything^^

without you i really don't know what to do..
no matter how far we are apart, we are still very close.. through calls..
eventhough you are not by my side giving me a shoulder to lay on..
but i know that you still care as a very dear friend of mine..
thanks for listening to all my worries and problems;
also you cheers me up somehow when i'm depressed..
just by listening to your voice through calls makes me happy and glad.. :3
love you much.. muacksss ~

**maybe we could hang out when i get back to k.k. after the semester break.. hehe^^ **