.. no comment ..

once you're a friend before .. they'll always your friend ..
don't because of some misunderstandings affected the friendship between each one of you..
siding your friends does not help but making it worse when that is not even the real facts..
I do understand why do people stands for their friends all the time.. but sometimes you must try to accept the fact that everyone has their own opinion and that cannot be blame..

I, myself gone through all that ~
in this world there's no right or wrong.. it's just whether you believe it or not..
why not try 'to put yourself in their shoes' .. and it might help you understand more ..
why they say that? what i have done? have i hurt them? and etc..
all this question always comes up in my mind when I did something that hurt someone..

that's why we must forgive and forget.. eventhough you're blame for .. just ignore ~
knowing you're wrong, just apologize and try to change .. it might take some time..
why not try it than never..
.. everyone of us have feelings too ..
why not facing the problem in a proper way than an amatuer way..
*not to hurt anyone feelings* but why not try face to face by talking over it..
both sides also got their own reasons of wrong..

p.s. if something i said here hurt your feelings, i'm truly sorry but try thinking about it..

♥ complicated relationship ♥

why do people thinks so complicated nowadays?

why not try putting yourself in other people's shoe so maybe you might understand what they're thinking ..

well, for those had relationship before doesn't mean they know what relationship all about, whereas for those never had any experience in any relationship knows what it means more..

sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we care about so much leaves, but the truth is it's not our loss.. it's theirs because they left the only person in the world who would never give up on them.. just do what your feelings tell you to.. think wisely.. when there's times to let go, you must let go of it and not holding it feeling guilty also regret about it..

(what i said might offended one of you who is reading this, i'm truly sorry 'cause this is my point of view)

tq for everything^^

without you i really don't know what to do..
no matter how far we are apart, we are still very close.. through calls..
eventhough you are not by my side giving me a shoulder to lay on..
but i know that you still care as a very dear friend of mine..
thanks for listening to all my worries and problems;
also you cheers me up somehow when i'm depressed..
just by listening to your voice through calls makes me happy and glad.. :3
love you much.. muacksss ~

**maybe we could hang out when i get back to k.k. after the semester break.. hehe^^ **

Stand By You lyrics

since the day you left without a word of goodbye;
i felt that the scenery around me has changed,
the promise i made, that i would become your everything;
and the incomplete memories, have also changed.
when you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you, you would still be by my side;
if i were given a chance, i would tell you once again that i love you;
but the words that contain my overflowing feelings, cannot reach you anymore.
cho: where are you now? who are you being with?
what kind of clothe are you wearing? what are you doing and laughing at?
i am right here. Even now, i am right here;
and i still believe that we will see each other again..

..... ...... this feeling wont change ..... .......

. . . . . you're the only one i'm thinking of . . . . .

Again and again it's you i see, with your hair tied at the back,
When i look back again it's someone i don't know, and everytime, i get disappointed;
and expecting me to say out your name.
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day;
i can't forget you, but the truth is, i don't want to forget you.
If it's in me to bluff, I won't need it (the lie) anymore;
I can't feel a bit of happiness, because you're not by my side..
No matter how hard i try, I'll end up crying and my tears just won't stop;
(cho)
Therefore I am right here, singing the song by myself;
Eventhough i don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.
Even if i know that the days when you were by my side;
making my world shine won't come back again and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost;
I never want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.
No matter where you are, no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of, or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever. Even now, I'm right here believing in a day that we will meet again.

.. ... ...... this feeling won't change ...... .... ..

. . . . . . you're the only one i'm thinking of . . . . . .


( love the song.. it's meaningful and touching.. ) sang by Tohoshinki

white x'mas

The street glittered with silver as rain becomes snow
I saw the dream colored future on that day of Christmas
I smiled at you on that sacred night
The tears overflowed, though I will love you forever, why?
Now the snow dances as they fall, and at the sky far beyond here
someone new is waiting, holding on to a feeling that will never fade
We smiled at each other in those days, we were not afraid of anything
But I hurt your kindness, on that day of Christmas
I searched for dream and hope, and I found nothing but lost
The sky I look up to is too high, I cannot hold on to it even if I can reach it, Why?
Now the snow dances as they fall, the unhesitating feeling of those days
Continues on to a new tomorrow, a story that will never return
Even though I will wonder as I start walking, but the snowflakes that melted in my hand
will comeback again someday and reassure my heart