don't understand...

i really regret of telling you to work there..
why can't you understand?!!
i just want to spend more time with you..
it seems to be so hard!!! ugh!!
do whatever you like !
do what you think is BEST !!
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE !!!

that day..

that day i told you to promise not to go and step ahead but it seems u did..
that day i let you do what you would do as.. 
that day you gave me the unforgettable memories..
that day as i told myself, only for today to open my heart..
that day had brought so much sweet memories and bitter memories after..

that night how i told you harshly..
that night i want to give in but ...
that night i was unable to give an answer ..
that night how you actually felt so much for me..
that night our tears drop as we talk..
that night has changed the entire thing..
that night i was unable to forgive myself..
all i want to say was 'i'm truly sorry'... i hope you understand..
though i did regret of what had happen..

if that day i did not made my decision, i would not have...
due to some circumstances i had to choose not to..
as you have not realized the reason behind it..
it's better to let it off just like that..

as we are now walking out our own path..
not looking back as well..
but i really felt so much regret since then..

First Impression

ROOFTOP PRINCE

The one best k-drama i had ever watched compared with the others. The starting of the first episode was not what i expected but it turns out to be better as i watched the nest episodes =D Actually the main reason i watched this drama because Park Yoo Chun is the main character as well as Park Ha. They seems to be a match couple in this drama. Through the whole drama, there were funny, conflict, romance and other parts which brings unexpected scenes. I cried so much for this story drama.. especially when it comes to almost the ending part. Also, the original soundtrack for this drama was touching enough to make me cried by listening to it. As i am listening to 'Hurt by Ali' song every single day; non-stop playing repeatedly through my ipod..

Recommended to watch this k-drama !!

return from the start point

it's been a while since i wrote post on my blog.. actually i had forgotten the existance of this blog not until someone reminds me .. i really miss those days .. i really do.
why it seems like those days seems to fly so fast ?? when something really meant so much but it tends to become only memories..memories to be remembered but easily forgotten in some ways..
what am i longing for till now? so many questions just came through my mind each and everyday..
i really don't understand anything at all now and all i want is...

long way to go ...

the undefined feeling towards so many things is so uncomfortable..
missing so many things which brings me back to the memories i had kept for years since thn ..
also regretting of what i have done back thn and wishing everything could change in ways..
but i guess is time ..
the time to leave everything and move on to what i'm gonna pursue..
but i will never leave my precious memories but bringing along with me towards ..
nor it's sweet, sour or bitter memories.. still.. nothing could change those past memories..
but to remember how it happens and why it happens .. happens because of who and what ...
i have made my path along this road and i know that this road would not be an easy road to walk on ..
but i will try eventhough there will be failure throughout the pathway..
we create our own pathway and make the road ourselves..
no matter what has gone wrong, stand up and walk as we face it..