it's been while since thn....
the undefined feeling towards so many things is so uncomfortable..
missing so many things which brings me back to the memories i had kept for years since thn ..
also regretting of what i have done back thn and wishing everything could change in ways..
but i guess is time ..
the time to leave everything and move on to what i'm gonna pursue..
but i will never leave my precious memories but bringing along with me towards ..
nor it's sweet, sour or bitter memories.. still.. nothing could change those past memories..
but to remember how it happens and why it happens .. happens because of who and what ...
i have made my path along this road and i know that this road would not be an easy road to walk on ..
but i will try eventhough there will be failure throughout the pathway..
we create our own pathway and make the road ourselves..
no matter what has gone wrong, stand up and walk as we face it..

sry to say this...
but can you stop being such a dip s*** ?!
it is just freakin' obvious when you did that..
i'm not blind nor a wall to you ..
since you are freakishly emotional disturbed, don't ever come and give that ignorance look of yours..
maybe it's because of some freakin' spoilers alert influence but hey !!
if that's what friends are for then we are DONE !! 
and yes! you could superb-ly get people to support you ..
i could not agree much cause you are damn good at it ..
guess what?!
i know this may sound harsh but ...
there are times we think differently and act as well..
plus if this helps you to be happy .. do what you like then..
for once, pls .....
get a real life .. p.s: (sry for being a bitch to you)

伤感情的话我们不说，占便宜的事我们不做，小心翼翼地维系着友谊。


但还是搞不清楚，到底谁是真正的朋友？



我的就是你的，你要我就给你；你的决定我都无条件支持；你想去哪儿我陪你去哪儿；你想干嘛我陪你干嘛。



...因为我们是朋友。就这么简单。心情不好，发信息给她发短信。



多好，这样简单的友情。



长大后，我们不得不学着一个人吃饭，一个人逛街，一个人旅行，一个人看电影。



每个人都有自己的事情，忙考研，忙找工作，忙约会，没有谁愿意为你牺牲自己的时间。

每个人都有自己的喜好，没有谁愿意为了陪你做你想做的事而打乱自己原本的计划。

每个人都有自己的脾气，我们知道不应该去打扰、去要求，害怕听到拒绝的声音，更害怕看到对方为难的表情。



孤单吗。

受伤吗。

无助吗。

不解吗。

累吗。

那又能怎样呢？

这就是成年人的世界。

这就是长大后的友谊。

as the days passed..
the more cranky i had been ..
i'm sorry for everything and i know..
the person you know has gone somewhere..
but i will assure you all that it will be back soon ..
just at this moment.. things were not as it seems to be..
i promise that everything will be back to the way it is ..
forgive me and hoping you all would understand and bear with me..
i know it will be hard but just for a while..
am truly sorry for the behaviour and attitude..
i don't even know what had happen to me at all..
it just goes as it flows ..
and to tell the truth .. i had this come and go feeling..
as soon it goes.. things will be back to normal ...

p.s. if i had said something you all disliked, a million sorry.. or just ignore me.. i'll understand =]

as we grew older...
we walk on our own road ..
our own path way ..
looking back ..
so much memories has passed on ..
missing it so much and don't felt like letting it to be gone..
those meories really brings back on how we first met ..
how we know each other and how we being so stubborn at times as well ..
also how many things we had done together ..
knowing you all were quite a short time but .
it's really enough for me .. i really regret of nt knowing you all from the first place ..
tears just fall when thinking of leaving this place .. such freakin' crazy memories ..
appreciating the times we had together ..

nw it's time to leave and say good-bye soon..
how hard to say it TT wishing the time would stop and turning back the time..
somehow the tears just fall thinking at times..
wanted to stay but can't .. ='(

i really love you guys so much.. muacksssss .. =3